October 29th 2008

I try so fucking hard. In my eyes anyway, maybe not anyone else, like IN THE WORLD. I seem to dall into this stupid little trap about evry week, I walk into All nations yeah yeah you can do work for accomadation sure, then they go and give the job away. And im teased in the face by some prick thats like yeah come in at 7.30am tomorrow to start work, then my alram goes off at 6am to get up and get ready for the job and theres a msg on my phone from him saying ohhh the work is off and he'll call me at lunch to sort it out, come 'lunchtime' he doesnt call, so ash is like, you try call him, so i do, then hes like yeah yeah hi and im like so whats the deal, then hes going on about this bullshit i cant really be fucked understanding and something about he didnt get an email, basically, he said, oh yeah so i dunno, you might have work this week or starting next week but ill get back to you.

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the famous fucking, ILL GET BACK TO YOU BULLSHIT and its like for fuck sake. i checked into this hostel and i paid for one night, so the past two night i didnt pay for becasue apparently i had some work for accom but noooooo hahahahahh NNOOOOO i dont.
theres a sighn on my door saying i have to come to reception becasue i have MONEY$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ owing. Oh do I? shit, i better pay it. I'll pay it aye, ill just get my wallet out and give you some money. money. money. money. i will. not.
so i think im just gonna get ash and simon to look after my stuff and go on the street, ill just stay up all night or something. ill get a red bull and just stay up.