I feel so real right now. Like everything matters. These past couple of months of being here has been all fun and whatever, no, yeah its been fun, ive seen shit done shit made friends, its been great, but now things are happeneing that are making me think. neil is leaving here on thursday to start his new job as a doctor and move into his flat with his good friend from england, which is great for him, and andrea and christine are kind of getting a bit agitated with being here almost three months now and kiiiiinda wanna move on at some stage, with me of course, but the thing is, you can 'plan' stuff but really when it comes down to it theres so much to sort out.
like, the fact that we wanna travel together right, they didnt know they would meet someone [me] that they would suddenly add into there little circle of plans, i mean its so cool and everything, but they have the power to just leave and i feel like im slightly holding them back.. i cant leave as easy as them, im cleaning for money (which is fun) so i dont exactly have the sources to leave or let alone travel...
idk
me and andrea and christine actually have a planned talk tonight. im looking forward to it only because i love them
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