what are people thinking when they say to others 'you should be a writer' or 'you should be a photographer' its like, the reasons behind them saying that, aren't they already 'photographers' or writers'? whats the difference to writing it in application forms where it says 'occupation' cant you still be doing the thing you do well at, at heart?

it pisses me off, its like, why do you need to put yourself into the system as this labelled 'thing' what fucken difference does it make? you get MONEY that's it. that bullshit controlling motherfucker called money. how much money does one actually need?

no-one needs money to keep their art going. that's the last thing its about. and all these fuckers that just wanna make money all the time can go get fucked. i don't care who it is. or what is said to justify it. MONEY FUCKS YOU UP. i hate it when people freak out about it when they don't even need to. it just decreases your respect for them.

sure, you need a certain amount to get by, but i only blame that on the world i was born into, i never said anything about agreeing with it. fuck banks. fuck loans fuck plastic sheaths of bullshit that you carry around and pick up germs off and give to someone else to buy another unnecessary piece of shit. why is this stupid world so drawn to this lifeless thing? why do we spend 13 years of our life in a box (school) and come out not even needing over half of it? why do we commit to all these lame excuses the government out out to make them feel better about themselves? who the fuck said we were all the same? and who the FUCK thought we'd be blind to it?

i heart reality.