When I help Simon clean the hostel from 1-4pm every single day, I usually go to the window when we are up on the top floor and look way out the furthest I can and I see these beautiful hills in the distance. Hazy. So my body is in this hostel, but my mind really isin't. I'm patiently waiting for something to come up. Like .. a job maybe? That would be cool. Money. Money is kinda handy.. But I love cheating the world. I love the fact people are controlled by it and are cautious with it. Becasue I'm not. I'm cheating the world. I'm living and breathing and eating and loving and being love, without a cent to my name, and I'm doing it all in Melbourne. Away from home. Away from all the fuckups.
I want to leave here, just for maybe a few nights. Out to those hills I see everyday. I wanna just go there and feed my sould for a bit. And remind myself how lucky I am to be alive. I wanna go out there and feel like a complete failure for all the stupid things I've said and then come back to myself again.
Hahhahahahhahahhaha
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