And I couldnt care less about what anyone says. Theres all those people that complain about people that put auckland down, well, I'm gonna complain about those people.
I get that theres people here living it up and loving it, but in most cases its people that are fairly new to here or arent from here. I dunno, like I get that theres stuff going on that could make it a better experience. But its hard when you've grown up here your entire life and certain places can remind you of certain [bad] times.
I'm just sick of the same streets, the same fuckin circle of weirdos my family has associated with forever. And I really dont want to become apart of it just like that. I feel like I've had my time here and there's not much excitement left for me, I find it really hard to be inspired. Its my dang hometown and its like this massive place thats lame and theres not much going on.
I get these like gut feelings and craves for these new places. Sometimes I get these visions or pictures in my head of this place I want to go to. Or like a feeling I want to feel. And it's like butterflies then it goes away.
Its so weird, I've been wanting to leave here for so long. Why Aren't I? I blame it on being stoned more often than not and just like forgetting what I was doing or something. Regarding planning to gtfo of here.
Its just weird like I'll be all living and content with everything then all of a sudden I'll just jave this freak out like wtf am I doing here, what am I doing with myself. Whats the actual reason I'm in this situation. I miss my fucking friends. I've been telling myself for ages I don't have many friends. But I do, their just not 'around' me.
Dunnoooooooooo just want to move on from this gluey sticky Auckland Thing
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