May 14th 2008

Tday I went for drives ith daniel in my first vehicle in Sydney that wasn't a train a bus or a taxi. There is a big difference. It was fun. 4 guys left here today, and I love them. I will miss them. They were cool. They are having an unplanned road trip up to Cairns, usually where people go after here. I came home and I thought of them and I was like, if I could do that right now. I would. A part of me really wants to get the fuck out of here but Ive gotta face the fact I came here with nothing, unprepared. A part of me loves that, apart of me is like, 'I wish I had a backup savings account or whatever like everyone else so I could spend it all on travel' but I've gotta start from scratch and it kindof scares me a bit if I'm wanting to go to England. How fucking long is it gonna take to save pounds up?!!? i dunnoooooo i just wanna do something