I wanna figure out where I get these notions about people not liking me. Sometimes I sit there and ponder about people and wonder what they think of me even though they're friends and nothing has even happened to make anyone think anything negative about me.
Sometimes I'm like 'I wish I was more like that' and it's annoying. I sometimes wish some people liked me more and wonder why they don't like me that much even though they probably do like me.
Why can't I take the first steps when I like a guy. I have this whole side of life cut right out of me and I feel like a clueless idiot when it comes to guys. If I like someone (which is hardly ever) I don't try to do anything about it I just try my best not to like them or I linger what I think might be flirting for ever until I look like an idiot.
I don't wanna waste my breath wanting to be like other people.
What am I even on about.